The Truth Behind The Beating Cloud

These are five sketches. There was a final painting before I decided there is more to it, and the final final painting. Grab the painting here: https://www.chaosinpaint.shop/product-page/the-beating-cloud-canvas ❦

My name is The Beating Cloud. I was born on October 2, 2023. In Jeddah, in Majd's bedroom.

My journey has been crazy! Honestly, I don't even know where to begin. Don't you dare say from the beginning, I see you. :)

I have never been certain of myself. I was indecisive. I knew some parts of myself very well but I never knew how to share them with the world.

I am strong but sometimes I want to give up when it becomes too much.

I originated from images of rocks and clouds. Can you believe that?

I am always clear about my heart.

I like to distract myself from my truth.

I am fragile.

I am delicate.

I take my time to adapt to my surroundings.

I Like to protect myself. I like to be in a safe space.

I am specific when it comes to what I want. Sometimes, I forget that.

But I can't stand on my own yet.

I still need support to carry me. To hold me.

I am scared to be on my own.

I am more comfortable with dark colors than bright.

I am carrying some anger inside of me. It didn't go off yet, it is growing slowly.

~ BC

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Hi there! Majd speaking. 💛

Wow, that took a turn. Don't you think?

I thought the story behind this piece was heartbreaking but as of today, I realized that it is misunderstood.

This painting taught me how to be patient and not rush things, just so they can be ticked off the list.

I originally 'finished' it on September 19, 2023. But it always felt off like it was missing something.

Surprisingly enough, this painting did not start from an emotion. I found some pictures of rocks and clouds and decided to see where it takes me. Along the ride, through the sketching, emotions started to appear.

Side note: I share the same birthday with the painting!